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*~Day before warped tour 12:57am~*
I was getting ready to go to sleep, doing my nightly ritual which includes getting into my pajamas, washing my face, brushing my teeth, and lastly pray. I'm not religious but i will pray. Pray to some being somewhere that is willing to listen. I pray for the same thing every night, for his safety. I go onto my knees and light the same black candle that I have always used for the past five years. I say the same thing every night too:
"I can pray for safety, I can pray for light, but above all I pray for you, i pray for your safety. i love you Jake. Please be safe and come to me when you need me someday."
I blew out the candle and got curled up into my bed, I had a feeling that my prayers would pay off soon... <3
Home Sweet HollywoodThe mountain that reads out 'HOLLYWOOD'
The stars not only in the sky.
My life remains twenty minutes away,
Oh sweet paradise.
The Sunset Strip,
so much life,
and hope for stars,
so many dreams for a girl like me,
welcome to hollywood.
First kisses and heartbreaksMy first love.
My first kiss.
My good friend.
That one back alley night,
A Friday to be exact.
when you held me in your arms.
I never felt that a part of me was missing.
Your kiss made me feel special.
but things have changed,
I miss you though.
My heart still aches,
but it was all my fault in the first place.
I broke up with you so im the one to blame.
Behind the broken halls, im sorry but this love has died...
ThanksThank you for the hate that made me forget how to love,
Thank you for the misery that sent scowls from angels above,
Thank you for the pain that made me raise my game,
Thank you for being a friend though you never really were because it only was a lie,
Thank you for standing by my side as my partner in crime,
But all these thank you's ended in a goodbye.
You were a friend to me for the longest time and i guess we never stopped to realize,
I never was the one to hate i'm just the jealous type,
Now lets put away our selfish and foolish little kid games and set them aside never to be played...
Just remember all that I gave to you and the thank you's i never got,
and the scars were not from me, those were your own damn fault.
for letting me realize that im not the only one for fame and glory.
That I can get love all on my own.
Through art and words
Ill never stand alone....<3
AndromedaAmongst the darkened skies
Brightened by only starlight
Field & Sea.
Gravity is only an afterthought
Hilltops become ladders into the sky while
Inferior planets stare down upon the Earth
Jealous of such simplicity yet contemplating grandeur.
Keppler only thought of science
Linear, elliptical, movement…
Mythology had no such thoughts
Neptune & Nebulas both inhabit space
Orbiting across the lonely darkness
Probably never worried about mundane things
Questioning their existence
Right now or for all eternity such as us.
Shooting stars make us joyful while
Terminator is an otherworldly spectacle
Unknown to all those hidden in their houses
Various stars await us outside
Waiting to play like we did before
Xenagogue & inviting
Youthful but ancient curiosities.
Zenith induced euphoria continues until daylight…
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